On The Radio, You'll Hear November Rain

i have discovered a new safe haven. it's called a "L.I.B.R.A.R.Y." its the coolest thing ever. large building. filled with books of every sort AND, check this shit out: they let you play on their internet for FREE!! the only down fall is they have myspace blocked for some strange reason. that and i'm not gonna be allowed to surf hours and hours of hot black midget porn. but seriously, you're not allowed to show any nudity on myspace so i really dont understand the reason for blocking it. meh. some things you just have to accept, i suppose. but at least i will be able to update my website slightly more regularly.

that looked like too many adverbs in that sentence. i can't decide. but i also started it off with a conjunction, just like this sentence. so, technically, it's not a proper sentence, so perhaps no one will hold that grudge against me. now, on with the updation!!!

things are starting to look up. my nephew Finally got another job. he started working at the bowling alley last week making more than he was at sears, which is an improvement. he gets, if not free food, then extremely cheap food from there. saving my grocery bill. he works evenings which gives me a little bit of privacy in the afternoons, but still allows me to have that comfort of not being alone at night. i've discovered with the help of the new genius i met, that you CAN in fact leave the oven open and the cats will not jump in. who knew?? so, now we have heat in the kitchen as well. its AMAZING. i can get up in the mornings without the fear of my legs snapping off at the knee due to prolonged hypothermia and eventual frost bite. which i have to recover from daily. very frustrating. i paid my rent on time this month and i dont have a fear of the check being hot.....for a change.

AND at the risk of embarrassing my new found friend. for which, i pre apologize for. and shall post apologize for later. i've also discovered only very, very recently what coitus was meant to be like. and praise the lord, because now i know.

praise the holy. sacred. jesus. indeed.

my minutes are slowly but surely dwindling before my eyes, so i suppose i'll jump offa here. but i'll leave you a snippet of one of my current favorite songs which is too long to fit in my title space. so, now you'll get to appreciate this verse in its entirety. you're welcome.


"No, this is how it works
You peer inside yourself
You take the things you like
And try to love the things you took
And then you take that love you made
And stick it into some
Someone else's heart
Pumping someone else's blood
And walking arm in arm
You hope it don't get harmed
But even if it does
You'll just do it all again"